Date Confirmed

My date has been confirmed. June 29th at 7:45 I start the medifast on June 15 2010. Only a few people know of this surgery. The rest of my family including my mom would only judge me and I don't need anything like that ---I just want the support of those that really know me and know what I have gone through. My kids know, my loving and very very supportive boyfriend know as well as my real true best friend (other than my boyfriend).

I have loads of emotions going through me, but its all good. I can't wait and have been doing loads of reading and have joined Obesity Help. This site is a wealth of information and I have made a few local friends that are having the VSG as well.

It's happening so quick and it feels like I won the lottery (even though I have never won an actual lottery to compare this feeling to)

I still find this surreal and waiting to wake up from a great dream.

I am trying not to put too much into this until the day of the surgery. Scared that if I think too much about it, it won't happen. Somedays I am scared to dream about how I will feel and look after the surgery. I have loads of clothes that are in my closet that I haven't worn for years and years, so will eventually will start digging them out and gauge where I want to be.

Wish me luck and think of me from time to time to see how things are going.

Will try to blog more often, but I tend to forget or I get too much happening all at once to want to work on a computer after I finish working on a computer all day at work.

Cheers!!!