Sunday Before

Wow, can't believe how fast the weekend has gone by. I was seriously considering throwing up to lose weight however common sense won over my desperation. I did eat extremely healthy this weekend and made complete healthy meals for me and my two kids who are still at home. They were excited that I actually did this.

I know I have been slacking a bit but have been in a bit of depression over my size...I weighed in at 267 this morning and I cried..totally disgusted with myself--why have I been trying to fool myself, I don't accomplish anything that way.

My weight and my job are the only thing I am not happy about. I want to change jobs, change from city living to a small town.

I don't really have anyone to talk to about weight issues, at least not where I won't be judged.

I desire a change in my life, big change, life altering change but until I am happy with myself then all that will happen is NOTHING, like usual...so I am getting psyched up the hypnosis on Thursday...I am so open for that.....dreading Monday as usual...I will trudge on through...I get to see my honey this weekend and I am so looking forward to that. Haven't seen him for 2 weeks and can't wait.

Well time to get my stuff ready for the new impending work week...c'mon lottery!!!!

Take care and Peace

First Day as a blogger and my journey

Well not sure how this works but will soon find out....I have attempted everything under the sun to lose weight or to change my way of thinking but up to this point, nothing has worked.
On Thursday June 11th I will be attending a Weight loss Hypnosis Seminar; I figure What do I have to lose? No pun intended.

I want to share my journey with others who struggle with weight issues, and I will be brutally honest with you and myself.

So at this point, wish me luck and will post more once I figure things out.

Cheers!