Wow, can't believe how fast the weekend has gone by. I was seriously considering throwing up to lose weight however common sense won over my desperation. I did eat extremely healthy this weekend and made complete healthy meals for me and my two kids who are still at home. They were excited that I actually did this.
I know I have been slacking a bit but have been in a bit of depression over my size...I weighed in at 267 this morning and I cried..totally disgusted with myself--why have I been trying to fool myself, I don't accomplish anything that way.
My weight and my job are the only thing I am not happy about. I want to change jobs, change from city living to a small town.
I don't really have anyone to talk to about weight issues, at least not where I won't be judged.
I desire a change in my life, big change, life altering change but until I am happy with myself then all that will happen is NOTHING, like usual...so I am getting psyched up the hypnosis on Thursday...I am so open for that.....dreading Monday as usual...I will trudge on through...I get to see my honey this weekend and I am so looking forward to that. Haven't seen him for 2 weeks and can't wait.
Well time to get my stuff ready for the new impending work week...c'mon lottery!!!!
Take care and Peace
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